This reminds me so much of what I've been noodling for a few days. Been doing a lot of Tsarion and staying offline most of the time. He always leads me to make new connections.
I read the other thread about the ghost drawing . the upside down triangle. I knew it was a female symbol, because Michael talked about it just the other day. I have found myself outraged when contemplating what the patriarchal overlord system has done to us, all of us. They've done this by outlawing the feminine. Exclusively men are allowed to perform the rights that women used to perform. They dress up like women, and that's supposed to pass muster. It's a disgusting perversion. And we see the results in large and small scale.
That energy you talk about is the feminine. The dark. The things we cringe away from. Your guidance is right. We have to embrace that.
Your post made me think: on a mundane level I think this is what we see going on with PMS. That time is meant to be spent in the dark of the moon. Retreat. Musings. Maybe even things that are unacceptable by today's standards, depression? Wine and chocolate? Our perfectly normal feelings and customs have been made a joke in public culture. Of course we're going to act like a bitch! LEAVE ME ALONE . ya know.
But it does have to start on the individual level. It has to change in our hearts and minds before the sad state of affairs on this planet can be set right. It won't be a struggle if most of us are right with our selves, conscious/unconscious, male/female.